Being Me….

Posted by spunky | Filed under Monkee Bizniz

The scab on my arm looks like a tattoo from afar, Gareth commented.

Welcome back Gareth, I haven’t seen you for ages! I’m glad the sea decided to give you back to us. Find a place soon and we will chill out together…

Back to the scab.

Oh scab.

Too fresh to pick cos it’s spitting pus everytime I shower. I am fascinated. I just wiped alcohol over it.. I hate infections so I’m not taking any chances. I’m not being all girly about it and worrying about scars..

Scars.

Who hasn’t got one?

I think the bad memories and incidents leave bigger scars than any tree branch could inflict.

Life is wonderful and it comes with the good, and the bad.

I deal with it every single day.

I could be on top of the world with a silly grin on my face.

I could be easily excitable, I entertain myself along the way.. and you, if it is you that is around me at that moment.

I could be quiet and pensive.

I could be at the bottom of a well screaming myself hoarse when no one can hear me….

The silence.

The deathly.

The words.

They creep me out when I think them out loud.

I am moving in April. I am going to start a new life. I am going to make my life very very very interesting.

I am going to love and be loved.

I am always going to be spunky.

I am grateful for music.

Permalink | March 23rd, 2006

9 Responses to “Being Me….”

  1. red_birkies Says:
    March 23rd, 2006 at 8:59 am

    Talking abt scars… I have quite a few to not want to think abt them! and they sting especially when u shower…. *ouch* Yeah.. infection is a big no-no… Take care Spunky!

  2. Bea Says:
    March 23rd, 2006 at 1:18 pm

    id give you a hug if i could send it by post.

  3. spunky Says:
    March 24th, 2006 at 3:17 am

    *hug you back*

  4. ahtiong Says:
    March 24th, 2006 at 10:27 pm

    I am grateful for a Sis like you :)

  5. unreal Says:
    March 26th, 2006 at 9:06 pm

    Friends will always be around. Just not now as my left knee’s too damn big.

  6. w. Says:
    March 28th, 2006 at 12:06 am

    Where you moving to! So exciterings. (:

  7. lianster Says:
    March 28th, 2006 at 9:55 pm

    Sorry for the ongoing shit that hits u every now and then.
    chin up spunky..

  8. pearly Says:
    March 29th, 2006 at 9:46 am

    Welcome to CV hehehehe…Catch u by the pool soon.. =)Hope ur bike aint as loud as BoTaK’s.

  9. spunky Says:
    March 29th, 2006 at 1:06 pm

    Hey Pearly! Nah, 2 stroke 200cc is just a little higher pitched..LOL Yeah see ya 1st April onwards..

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