Vroom Vroom in the Rain

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Photo: Spunky
Photoshop: Bryan VDB

Dinner with the best brother in the world his gf and another friend at Jackson Kopitiam. The popiah auntie scolded me for taking two more pairs of chopsticks from her cos she insisted ONE PAIR FOR ONE POPIAH. Wah lew…. Chilli crab was too starchy. Now I have a stomachache….

It could be possibly cos I hadn’t had a thing to eat the whole day… the only thing swimming in my stomach was an ice coffee from CDC. Road revision was the most stressful… having to deal with someone who was going for his TP tomorrow but didn’t give me way when I was changing lane… he actually zoomed past me pretty close. Following a car with an ‘L’ plate wasn’t fun either *jerk jerk jerk*.

I’ve booked lesson 8 for Monday morning.

Now I realise Monday morning I will be living in the WEST. No longer 3 bus stops away from CDC.

*FUCK*

No hardcore drinking on Sunday then.

Spunkymonkee is grateful for iced coffee…

A Question of a Question

A Question of Lust (Depeche Mode)

Fragile
Like a baby in your arms
Be gentle with me
I’d never willingly do you harm

Apologies
Are all you seem to get from me
But just like a child
You make me smile
When you care for me
And you know

It’s a question of lust
It’s a question of trust
It’s a question of not letting
What we’ve built up
Crumble to dust
It is all of these things and more
That keep us together

Independence
Is still important for us though (we realise)
It’s easy to make
The stupid mistake
Of letting go (do you know what I mean)

My weaknesses
You know each and every one (it frightens me)
But I need to drink
More than you seem to think
Before I’m anyone’s
And you know

It’s a question of lust
It’s a question of trust
It’s a question of not letting
What we’ve built up
Crumble to dust
It is all of these things and more
That keep us together

Kiss me goodbye
When I’m on my own
But you know that i’d
Rather be home

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Life is beautiful and heartaches are part of them.

I realise now. Trust takes time…

Spunkymonkee is grateful for you….

Being Me….

The scab on my arm looks like a tattoo from afar, Gareth commented.

Welcome back Gareth, I haven’t seen you for ages! I’m glad the sea decided to give you back to us. Find a place soon and we will chill out together…

Back to the scab.

Oh scab.

Too fresh to pick cos it’s spitting pus everytime I shower. I am fascinated. I just wiped alcohol over it.. I hate infections so I’m not taking any chances. I’m not being all girly about it and worrying about scars..

Scars.

Who hasn’t got one?

I think the bad memories and incidents leave bigger scars than any tree branch could inflict.

Life is wonderful and it comes with the good, and the bad.

I deal with it every single day.

I could be on top of the world with a silly grin on my face.

I could be easily excitable, I entertain myself along the way.. and you, if it is you that is around me at that moment.

I could be quiet and pensive.

I could be at the bottom of a well screaming myself hoarse when no one can hear me….

The silence.

The deathly.

The words.

They creep me out when I think them out loud.

I am moving in April. I am going to start a new life. I am going to make my life very very very interesting.

I am going to love and be loved.

I am always going to be spunky.

I am grateful for music.

The Dirt Beckons…

alpine star
These boots cost me $400. They bloody saved my ankle from being crushed by the bike last sunday so yes, it is indeed money well spent!

Helmet
This helmet came pretty cheap, it protects me from the tree branches that I might ride into during the trail…isn’t it pretty?

abrasion
This is what happens when you ride without a proper jersey and you think short sleeves is ok…( I was sooo wrong …) Looks pretty cool actually but no I am not really that proud of it..

Spunky is in the process of getting some Thor riding gear….

Bambi
Here she is.. I am a proud owner and I will take care of her till I have to sell it back to the previous owner cos he’s so sentimental about this bike. Her name is Bambi :)

Spunky endeavors to ride safe.

Spunky is grateful for all the help she’s been getting so far with regards to the bike.

Confusion is My Middle Name

What of F-E-A-R?

What of ’somehow’?

What of ‘This is what I think is best’?

What of being?

What of being a happy distraction?

What of virtue? What of patience?

What of L-O-V-E?

Rock ‘n Roll..

….I need music and you,
I’ll always love you baby,
just you and Rock ‘n Roll, yeah!

(Rock ‘n Roll – The Brilliant Green)